Yet another journal by your favorite internet friend: Me.

Spring is finally coming for real. We've been having periods in Sweden where spring has been running by, just teasing with you, but the big white winter has taken over again. But this time it's for real. The snow is melting away, birds are chirping in the woods. It's great, finally it feels like the time is moving. It has been so slow for a while now and I really want the time to go on.

With spring comes colors, which is great. Colors are needed in my photographs, even if I tone them down and grunge 'em up, I still need the colors! I have a photographing project coming up too, it'll be called 'The Meadow Runner', more information about that later.

Right now I'm very busy, school is taking over, sadly. I hate to spend so much time on something I feel right now is pretty useless. I'm hoping to become a professional photographer, videographer and perhaps a salesman of some kind. I don't need to school myself for that. I can photograph, I don't learn this in school. I know how to videograph, the things we learn in school are too basic, and salesman is all about attitude, quick thinking and flirting - which is definetly something you don't learn in school.

The methods used to teach in schools are ridiculous, we're writing a report on international conflicts right now, it's very interesting. Sadly, we have one and a half week to finish it. And under that time I'm suppose to get in-deph of an international conflict? That's pure bull. I might be able to write a report during that time, but I won't learn much about the conflict.

If they can't give us time to really learn, then why let us do it half-done? Is that the purpose of school? I'd say they are only making it worse by putting up deadlines like this, people will fail and they'll look down on themselves.

Not me though, I know my capabilities, I don't need a teacher to give me a grade for me to know what I am capable of.